Sunday, January 25, 2009
Investing in Eternity
Not only does it make one think about investing in heaven, but also about what God sees in us. He paid the highest price for us, Jesus on the cross, because He saw us as valuable. He saw a treasure in us in the muddy fields of sin, and He didn't desire condemning us. He desired to give all that was most valuable to Him, His pure and flawless Son, just to buy us out of that miry clay that had covered us.
So examine your heart. Where are you investing? Do you spend your time serving God or your pleasures? What about you energy? Do you see all your cash, assets, and possessions as God's or yours? In a hundred years, you will be gone, but what you do now will affect how you spend eternity.
--Johnie
Thursday, January 1, 2009
2009 Is Here
1. A new president is about to take the reigns. This does not comfort me. The only comfort I have in it is that I know that regardless of the immoral policies Obama pushes, he is subject to God and he will be held accountable for all that he does. God has brought many nations down and the election of this man shows that the majority of our country has given their stamp of approval to some very ungodly policy objectives. I believe dark days are ahead for our country, and a setting of the stage for the end times.
2. Economic instability has already frightened many as they saw their investments diminish in 2008. The "protecting of the global market" has already been shown to be the primary concern for lawmakers world-wide. Why not let businesses fail? Fear wins out. If the markets were unnaturally high, then failing businesses would stabilize where it really should be. But the idea of letting deserved outcomes befall irresponsible companies and governments is seen as unacceptable to our spoiled generation. In the end it will only grow peoples fears because "bailing out" never solved anyone's problems. While the government verbally chastises banks for lending $500K to individuals that make $20K a year, they throw billions of dollars at them like plastering a cancer patient in band-aides. People will be more afraid of failure than ever.
3. God's chosen people Israel will be in the news just as much as ever. The attack on Gaza should come as no surprise to anyone. It could escalate into something bigger, but the growing hatred of Israel is big enough. I keep watching for the rest of the world to push for Israel to give away more of their land for "peace." I think they will end up giving most of the country away to gain total control of Jerusalem including the temple mount.
Well those are just a few things that I know will be happening this new year. Still God will remain faithful and in control no matter what happens.
--Johnie
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Dealing with Death
When my father died it was a real blow to me. I mourned his death for over a year. Now we're coming upon four years since he died, and I do not quite feel the same about it. My spirit within is resolved about his death, and more so death in general. I was with my father a few minutes before he died. I aided the funerary in moving and releasing the body from Hospice. That may sound alarming, but it was part of my mourning. I remember telling the attendant what my father did during his life. I shared through tears how I fully expected him (and all the funeral home preparers) to respect his body.
I remember that before he died, my mother and I had been sitting in the room with my father for a very long time. My father had not responded for most of that day, but he would look at each of our faces through his thin grey eyes. Death is no pretty business. Hospice even had a pamphlet on the stages of dying. It was very eerie to me. I didn't want my father to die, and I kept talking to my siblings like he might somehow pull out of it. But by the brochures account, he was in the last stages of death. It was just as it said, but just a little too callous to me.
My mother asked me to take her home. She was just worn out. When we got to the car, I remember that she told me things about my father I had never heard, and about his family. I felt like something was going to happen that day, and so did mom. We talked in the car for about thirty minutes. When we got to her house, she poured herself a bowl of soup, and she answered the phone. She dropped it. It was "the call." We turned right around and went back to Hospice.
I kept feeling so sad for my father, wanting so much to be there with him when he died. Mom did too. We didn't want him to die alone. We wanted to be there. My father's sister Jettie later told me that we had probably not even left the building before he breathed his last. It was just after both mom and myself had left his room after telling him goodbye and that we loved him and that we would see him later. We meant later that evening, but I truly think he took it as a final farewell. The day before he had pulled me close to himself and told me all that was in his heart. "I love you very, very much," was all he said.
He died the evening before my 30th birthday. That was the most bitter of birthdays. Nothing, absolutely nothing, could have made it any different. I wondered how I was to ever enjoy my birthday again. In many ways it will never be the same.
Joyce had gotten me two small pine trees for my birthday. I broke off one of the branches and placed it in my fathers hand. He always was more of an outdoorsman and loved Colorado more than any other place. My nephew Bo made his casket of unfinished pine. Dad always wanted to be buried in just a plain pine box. He had said it many times. He thought it was a waste of good money to spend a fortune on a box that would be seen only for a few days and that would in the end be buried with the dead. Also he wanted to be buried like they were buried in the Old West.
I still dream about my father all the time. In my dreams, we will talk as if he had never died. Sometimes we will talk about his death. It is okay with me though. I know that death is something we must all face. I feel like as we grow, we face death a little at a time. I am fine with dying whenever God calls me. I am not afraid because I know that Jesus took death on for me, and He promised me the resurrection. My body may perish, but I will not be dead because I am just a spirit trapped inside this sinful flesh. My death will be my release from sin, and my resurrection will be my gift from God.
Paul said that to be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord, and so I'm not worried about my spirit being trapped somehow inside a dead decaying body. The very instant I die, I will be in the spiritual world with my Saviour. The spirit world is all around us, and we will one day see it all plainly with our spiritual eyes. Jesus is all the Life we need both in the body and in the spirit.
All of us will die, and we don't get to pick how that happens. It is the painful reminder that the curse of physical death is still alive in the world. But dealing with death is a choice we are faced with continually. Our mortality stares us in the face on a regular basis until it our time to go. Seeing death is a bitter pill. But more bitter is the soul that never deals with his own mortality at all the opportunities that God gives us in dealing with death.
--Johnie
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Thankful Giving

I hope that this day has more meaning to you than just food and football. I just watched the Pixar movie "Wall-E" where all these people on a spaceship don't have to lift a finger to do anything, and they're all just grossly fat. They were born on the spaceship and so were their parents and grand-parents going all the way back 800 years. They just laid around on these floating mats and let robots do all the work. Maybe if I hadn't just celebrated Thanksgiving I would never have thought about connecting today's feast with how those folks lived on board the BNL spaceship (Buy in Large - yeah, pretty gross, huh?).
I have never known hunger, and that is a fact for which I am thankful. There really are children who die every day from starvation in harder parts of the world. It's hard to even imagine. Today while we were feasting, cries went up to heaven for precious lives lost because they had no food or water.
I encourage you to free up your mind from the commercialized aspect of the approaching holidays. It's something hard to shake free when we've grown up with the "holiday spirit", but lights, music and food can hypnotize us straight through the next month if we let it. We'll be going through the motions and getting into the mood of the season. For businesses it is big bucks. Advertisements entice and tempt. We'll start to want things that we otherwise wouldn't have wanted because we saw it on TV or the web, just because it's being promoted. We'll start buying things for the people we know and love, just because we would feel guilty for not getting them anything. We don't want to hurt their feelings. Are you planning on charging a lot of your Christmas this year? Don't do it! Give what God has enabled you to give! Even if it is only your time! Build friendships and help others. Buck against the purchasing for the sale's sake. I'm not saying don't buy anything. Just ask God what he wants from you. Could He want you to pay someones water bill? Could He want you to help them in a tangible way? Are you a handy man? Are you a good cook? Build and bake and fix with your own two hands, and build friendships.
There is a story that Jesus told that I have always found fascinating. Here it is:
He also said to His disciples: “There was a certain rich man who had a steward, and an accusation was brought to him that this man was wasting his goods. So he called him and said to him, ‘What is this I hear about you? Give an account of your stewardship, for you can no longer be steward.’ “Then the steward said within himself, ‘What shall I do? For my master is taking the stewardship away from me. I cannot dig; I am ashamed to beg. I have resolved what to do, that when I am put out of the stewardship, they may receive me into their houses.’ “So he called every one of his master’s debtors to him, and said to the first, ‘How much do you owe my master?’ And he said, ‘A hundred measures of oil.’ So he said to him, ‘Take your bill, and sit down quickly and write fifty.’ Then he said to another, ‘And how much do you owe?’ So he said, ‘A hundred measures of wheat.’ And he said to him, ‘Take your bill, and write eighty.’ So the master commended the unjust steward because he had dealt shrewdly. For the sons of this world are more shrewd in their generation than the sons of light. “And I say to you, make friends for yourselves by unrighteous mammon, that when you fail, they may receive you into an everlasting home. He who is faithful in what is least is faithful also in much; and he who is unjust in what is least is unjust also in much. Therefore if you have not been faithful in the unrighteous mammon, who will commit to your trust the true riches? And if you have not been faithful in what is another man’s, who will give you what is your own? “No servant can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will be loyal to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon.”When Jesus says that we should use unrighteous mammon (wealth) to make friends, He is telling us to plan for the future. The steward brought favor on the master from the debtors for reducing their debts. In the same way we can bring favor towards our God by spending our wealth (and time) in ways that bring them to Christ. A good rule of thumb is to look at all your wealth as God's spending account He has hired you to manage in order to bring more people into His family - His kingdom. It's all about motives. I hope that as the red and green pre-wrapped presents stare you down in the aisles of Walmart and Target, you don't get caught up in the "it's Christmas season so I've got to buy something" mindset. Before you go the store, take the time to shrewdly plan out how your investments will yield the most for your Master. And think outside the retail box. Don't just count your blessings - share them!
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Is There Truth?

In Ben Stein's documentary "Expelled: No Intelligence Allowed", Mr. Stein addresses the fact that many professors have been fired from universities or high ranking positions in science, just for mentioning intelligent design as a plausible possibility. Then he interviews many high profile evolutionists and asks them many questions about the controversy. Most of them, if not all, said that there could never be anything else besides evolution, and they believed it whole-heartedly, too, but with reservations. They did not want evolution questioned. They saw it as a step backwards, and commented repeatedly that they saw intelligent design as nothing more than a mere attempt to reconnect church and state.
In the documentary, Ben Stein asks Richard Dawkins, a self proclaimed atheist converted by evolution, about the origins of life, and Dawkins admitted that there could have been an intelligent force behind it all - maybe aliens from space! My, how Richard Dawkins has a strange way of being open minded. I guess since he has already closed his mind to God, he can't go there anymore. He just cannot bring himself to face the possibility that he might be wrong. Open to aliens and closed to God, and all to defend his precious faith in evolution.
So, that is the background for today's blog. And now I offer a challenge: Ask yourself why you believe what you believe, and how can you know that you believe the truth?
Now you might be thinking, "How can anyone really know what is true? Truth is relative." Well, I will ask another question for you to ponder: Have you ever been angry at anyone? Why? Did they hurt you? Were they mean to you? What did they say or do that got your blood to boiling? I hope you're not boiling now that I asked you to remember it, but I asked for a reason. What made what they did "wrong"? Couldn't it have been right for them? You remember the old song, "...feels so right, can't be wrong...." We have been told that some things are absolutely wrong, but what makes what any of us believes "the truth"? What makes something right or wrong?
I will illustrate the difficulty in determining right from wrong with two scenarios.
Is it wrong to steal?
Scenario 1-A: Is it wrong for a poor street child who grabs a piece of fruit from a marketplace stand? If you were the child, you would justify your stealing because you were hungry. You would be inclined to excuse yourself for stealing. If you owned the fruit stand however, you would want to be justified and would seek the offender because if you let one go, he would spread the news and soon you would be the most robbed fruit stand in the city.
Scenario 1-B: Is it wrong for two teenagers to shoplift Christmas presents at the mall? If you were the teens, you would feel justified because you deserved to give good gifts to those you loved. You would also feel justified because the prices the stores charge are like highway robbery anyway. You're just doing to them first. If you were the store being robbed, you would feel the injustice, and would have those children, once caught, prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law to set a harsh precedence to discourage others from stealing. If you did absolutely nothing, you would eventually be known to all who had it in their hearts to steal.
Question: Are you inclined to justify either of these thieves? If so, why not justify those being robbed? You would be hard-pressed to convince those robbed that they were not wronged.
Is it wrong to murder?
Scenario 2-A: Is it wrong for a brother to a kill a sibling out of jealousy? If you were the murderer, you would justify your murder because it made you feel powerful to put your sibling lower than you. If you were the sibling, you would feel the pain of the hatred as well as the injustice of having someone end your life. You only wanted to be liked.
Scenario 2-B: Is it wrong for a man to kill a foreign soldier after seeing his young daughter killed by a ground assault on "an insurgent stronghold"? If you were the man, you would feel justified because of the immense anger at the undeserved death of your little girl. If you were the soldier, you would have felt justified for throwing the grenade in the direction of the gunfire.
Question: Are you inclined to justify either of these murderers? If so, why not justify those being murdered? You would be hard-pressed to convince those murdered that they were not wronged.
Either there is a God or there isn't. But whether you believe in God or not, you will no doubt continue to cherish the God-given knowledge of injustice. There are some universal things that, no matter who they happen to, the recipient feels the injustice, where the heart cries out for justice. Rape, murder, abuse, being spit upon, torture - these are all things that bring out the worst in the perpetrator. They are known by their hatred and disregard for life. They flaunt their self-fulfilled sense of superiority over another. They defame and tear down. But more than anything else they are known by their justification of their..., what should we call it? How about sin?
The Creator of you and me established Himself as God and Judge of all mankind. It is amazing how it always comes back to God. If you do not accept God's authority as your Judge and Creator, then you will no doubt be one of those people who justifies their sin; maybe not to the extent of Richard Dawkins, but on the same path. It is for those who try to disprove and dismantle God, that He Himself gives the gift of the knowledge of injustice. Although they wish truth were relative, and regardless of how they have convinced themselves how right they are, their clock is still ticking down, and they have to work ever harder to justify their beliefs, actions, and choices. What they have is not true relativism. Instead what they have is only "relativism on demand": Quick to justify their own actions, but feeling superior to those they disagree with.Take to heart where you stand in all this. Do you justify your sin? Are you avoiding church? If so, why? Have you been adopted by the living God? Are you angry with him for something from the past? Don't just trust your feelings. Question your beliefs. God wants to free you from the chains that bind you. Jesus chose to take your place on the cross. He really does care about you.
Jeremiah 17:9: "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked; Who can know it?"
Psalm 44:20-22: "If we had forgotten the name of our God, or stretched out our hands to a foreign god, would not God search this out? For He knows the secrets of the heart."
Proverbs 16:4: "The LORD has made all for Himself. Yes, even the wicked for the day of doom."
Psalm51:6: "Behold, You desire truth in the inward parts, and in the hidden part You will make me to know wisdom."
--Johnie
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Politics: From Rare to Well Done

Saturday, November 8, 2008
My Own Personal Mr. Miyagi

I always wished I had my own personal Mr. Miyagi, from The Karate Kid movie. He's the kind of person who takes the underdog under his wings and teaches him everything he knows. You know, the true wisdom of life. Wax on-wax off! Paint the fence up! Paint the fence down! Catch fly with chopsticks! I watched the movie. I learned from Miyagi. At least I thought I learned.
After that movie came out, I'm sure every boy in America thought they had found the best thing since apple pie. Me and my friends had to try out the things we learned from Mr. Miyagi. We waxed on, and waxed off. Painted the fence up and painted down. When we wanted to show our power and our knowledge, it was customary to raise our hands in the air and assume the stork kick position. If you could do the famous stork kick while balancing on something sticking out of the ground then you were the man!
But what every boy really wanted was their own Mr. Miyagi. A man that took the time to teach them how to be a man. Someone who would teach by example. A leader who would challenge to go well beyond mediocre, to the point where there was satisfaction that you were doing your best and upholding a great tradition. I just knew in my heart Mr. Miyagi would have done the same for me and for anyone else. And I was right. He went on to make many more less famous Karate Kid spinoffs where he took others under his wing and taught them the art of Karate.
Now I'm 33, married with four kids, and I still sometimes find myself wanting my own personal Mr. Miyagi. Someone that makes the time to include me in developing my character. I think most guys hit adulthood feeling pumped about getting out in the world, but find that after a while it's a lot harder than they thought. Also not a lot of guys really ever experience friendship like Daniel-san and Mr. Miyagi had. Mr. Miyagi had maturity, and I wanted it too.
Well, I'm sure I have a point in all this. It's not good to try navigating life all by yourself. You'll sink your ship for sure. Also understand that while you may long for a mentor like Mr. Miyagi to help you deal with whatever stage of life you're in now, it might just be that you can be the Mr. Miyagi in someone else's life where they are. Look around everywhere you go, and these are the people that God has placed in your world where you have something to offer. Don't just spend all your time and all your energy on yourself, which is the norm. Invest yourself in others and you will have a full life. If you feel really alone and wish you had your own Miyagi, then talk to God about it. Hebrews 4:15 says, "We do not have a High Priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses." Jesus, our High Priest, knows what you're feeling, and beckons us to ask God to supply us with what we need. The Bible says, "Now this is the confidence that we have in Him, that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us" and again it says, "whatever we ask we receive from Him, because we keep His commandments and do those things that are pleasing in His sight." In the book of James we are warned, "you do not have because you do not ask. You ask and do not receive, because you ask amiss, that you may spend it on your pleasures."
Do you need a friend or a mentor? Ask God specifically for one. Also ask Him to teach you how to be a true friend and mentor to someone else. No one can trick God into doing what they want, so we must examine our motives for what we ask. God never promised us a Mr. Miyagi, but He does promise, "I will never leave you nor forsake you, " and He is looking out for our best interests, so trust Him.
--Johnie
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Pray for Your Leaders
God told us to submit to those in authority over us. Romans 13:1-7 says, "Let every soul be subject to the governing authorities. For there is no authority except from God, and the authorities that exist are appointed by God. Therefore whoever resists the authority resists the ordinance of God, and those who resist will bring judgment on themselves. For rulers are not a terror to good works, but to evil. Do you want to be unafraid of the authority? Do what is good, and you will have praise from the same. For he is God’s minister to you for good. But if you do evil, be afraid; for he does not bear the sword in vain; for he is God’s minister, an avenger to execute wrath on him who practices evil. Therefore you must be subject, not only because of wrath but also for conscience’ sake. For because of this you also pay taxes, for they are God’s ministers attending continually to this very thing. Render therefore to all their due: taxes to whom taxes are due, customs to whom customs, fear to whom fear, honor to whom honor."
Even if John McCain got elected he would still be a fallible man capable of immense amounts of evil. The same holds true for all leaders, even Barak Obama. He needs our prayers more than anything, especially since he is for some pretty immoral things. Just like with Saul, the people got what they wanted, and now we will all live under his rule. It is comforting to read the passage above though, and know that God is over Barak Obama. I'm not saying that God approves of everything that he does or says or wants to do. But Obama is subject to the kind of disciple that God gives to all the leaders of the world.
In 2 Samuel 24, David is given three choices of punishment for wanting to take a census of the people. He chooses God's judgment, but He says, "Please let us fall into the hand of the LORD, for His mercies are great; but do not let me fall into the hand of man.” The ultimate judge will always be more compassionate and merciful than any man. God then relented in His anger, when man would not have stopped.
Pray for not only the president, but all the leaders in your life, from spouse to boss to pastor, and on up the leadership chain. They are all prone to fall, and fall they often do. Power corrupts, and absolute power corrupts absolutely. There is an old hymn that fits us all, but I wish our leaders would sing it as a prayer in public everyday: "Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it. Prone to leave the God I love. Here's my heart, Lord, take and seal it - seal it for Thy courts above." Lots of republicans were glad when Bush got elected, but he disappointed many of those who elected him, especially with the torture issue and people losing civil rights. It will be the same thing for Obama and his supporters once he starts his job. He is not "The One" or "Messiah." He is a man who now has a tremendous responsibility and a huge opportunity to mess up. Even if you didn't vote for him, pray for him. That's really trusting God.
--Johnie
Monday, November 3, 2008
Beyond Mediocrity

When my days on earth are done, I wonder what my first experience in heaven will be like. Will I see "the tunnel of light" that many near-deathers have reported? Will it be like the cartoon where you just appear at the outskirts of heaven waiting in line at the pearly gates? Or will I have to endure the heavenly movie "This was Your Life"? That would be depressing.
I do periodically reflect on if I am wasting any of my time. Is this blog really making a difference? Am I actually connecting to the people God has placed around me. Am I stuff focused or spirit focused? Temporal or eternal?
I think that the searching out of the heart is like a wake up call to shake off all those things that don't matter. Once I spent more than ten hours over five days trying to deal with a bank over the phone. What great memories! I'm sure my wife thinks back to that week and says to herself, "Oh, what a great week that was, cooking supper, chasing children, and watching Johnie shuffle bank statements while pressing a phone to his ear." Shirley Dobson wrote a book called Let's Make a Memory. When I remember that week I want to say, "Let's make up a memory! That one's pitiful!"
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I know from experience that just getting up, going through the motions, and then kissing that day goodbye just isn't good enough! Lately I've been trying to connect with the people around me, whoever they are. And I'm finding myself caring about them! Some of these same people were the reason I wanted to quit my job a couple of years ago. Now I want them to find the hope that I have found!
I try to make the most of the time with my kids, too. When they ask me to look at their drawings, it's not an annoyance - it's a blessing! I mean, when I weigh "paying the bills" against "making my daughters day", it's not really a hard decision. Which one will have more of an impact? The bills will always be there, but my kids won't. My oldest is 7 years away from the age Joyce was when we got engaged. I'm not saying it will happen the same way, but I can't take that risk. I sure don't want to be whispering "rosebud" on my deathbed. I want NO regrets.
The main reason I write this blog is that I want to see others discover their Creator, and to see that He's is working all around us! Jesus said, "The kingdom of God is within you." (Luke 17:21) That is where God wants to sit as king. I just see it as beneficial to share what God has been teaching me. I sure don't write it because I'm all that.
This life is about God. God wants us to look for Him, find Him, and become His friend. And if we spend our time doing anything else, we miss out and we wonder when we'll find OUR calling and OUR purpose. I don't care if you clean the floors at a nursing home, which by the way is a really grungy job, even there God wants us to look for Him. Do you see Him in the eyes of others?
"Give and it will come back to you, pressed down shaken together and running over."
--Johnie
Friday, October 31, 2008
God's People, Work, and Inheritance
"In that day there will be an altar to the LORD in the midst of the land of Egypt, and a pillar to the LORD at its border. And it will be for a sign and for a witness to the LORD of hosts in the land of Egypt; for they will cry to the LORD because of the oppressors, and He will send them a Savior and a Mighty One, and He will deliver them. Then the LORD will be known to Egypt, and the Egyptians will know the LORD in that day, and will make sacrifice and offering; yes, they will make a vow to the LORD and perform it. And the LORD will strike Egypt, He will strike and
heal it; they will return to the LORD, and He will be entreated by them and heal
them. In that day there will be a highway from Egypt to Assyria, and the
Assyrian will come into Egypt and the Egyptian into Assyria, and the Egyptians
will serve with the Assyrians."
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Fireproof - The Movie
Joyce and I watched Fireproof the movie tonight, and it was great! It made me think a lot about how love is interested in the other person's best, and that without expecting anything in return. Love is a verb, and is not just something spoken. Love is shown by our choices and our actions.
It's hard to describe a movie that actually has a moral. Watching it really made me want to take action. What are the things I expect out of my spouse that I have no control over. I mean the only thing I really have any control over is what I do. I can't change anyone but me. I can show the love for my wife and kids by how I spend my time and money. If I spend on me, then I guess I am showing love to only me. But if I sacrifice some of my "me time" then I then have time to spend on others.
Here's a test: If you truly care about your spouse, then they should know it. Ask them:
- Do you think we have a great marriage?
- On a scale of 1 to 10, what would you rank our marriage?
- Do you think I care about you more than anything else?
- Is there anything you wish I would give up for us?
How well do you know your spouse? Well, you may think "too well," but if you want a strong marriage then by your actions you need to show them that they are important to you. Even if it doesn't reciprocate. Love is a gift that you can give by caring about someone besides yourself.
If you haven't seen the movie, go see it. You'll be glad you did.
--Johnie
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Letting Go is Hard to Do
What does it mean to be in control? Is it if someone has all their debts paid off and has a healthy savings account? Are they financially "in control"? If someone always keeps the house spotless and dresses nice, does that make them "in control"?
Often we think we have everything under control when circumstances fall in our favor. You know: All the bills are paid on time, the car is running good, no family members are sick, and your boss likes you. Things are going good, so everything is under control.
But what about when things are not so good. Your boss doesn't like you, your parents are in the nursing home constantly sick, the belt on the car is about to break again, but you are still driving it around because you don't have the money to get it fixed. Yikes! Life is spinning out of control!
We all want to think ourselves capable, but how important is it to God if we are capable? How does God feel about beggars? Well, its pretty easy to judge them as "do nothings", but God freely accepted Lazarus the beggar when he died. He was loved by God as a beggar just as much as when he was resting in Abraham's bosom.
To be honest, I think we all have trouble contemplating total submission to God. We work to provide for our families - don't we? We are strong and healthy, probably because we are eating oh so right - aren't we? We stay busy with work, church, organizations, hobbies, and our kids activities, so we're productive - right? What could we possibly do to earn God's favor? The answer is nothing!
A child knows how to enjoy life and not worry about the fine details about how things happen. Just like children, we need to accept God's free gift for what it is - Free. Also children believe what they hear, and their belief is unshakable because they trust adults as caregivers. Those who trust in Christ's forgiveness are new creations and adopted children of the Living God. We have to face the fact that He is our provider and we are not. We really don't have anything to offer God. But He wants us to let go of thinking that we are in control. He wants us to trust Him. You may have a good paying job right now, but if you lose it will you worry because you are no longer in control? If you lose your house or your car, does that make you a bad person? No, but if you think it's all up to you, then you'll be down on yourself.
There is nothing we can do to earn God's favor. God just wants us to trust Him in the big things and in the little things. He wants us to then be amazed at what He does and to praise Him for it.
--Johnie
Saturday, October 25, 2008
The Burning Embers

By Johnie W. Levell, 12/26/2006
Drawn by the warmth – constrained by the same;
Enchanted by the glow;
With the wind the embers dance,
They move as those who live.
Both rise and fall of sun is there
In remnant of the flame.
Speak now in tongue of blowing leaves,
And gently sprinkled rain.
Through this window, time’s erased,
Deep thought in those who gaze –
All men equal around the fire,
Searching out their ways.
--Johnie
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Should Have Bought Crackers
I went grocery shopping the other day and I was equally shocked by the cost of food. I think Walmart must be planning on not selling a good deal of their "stuff", so instead they raised the price of food. I've never really played the stock market, but oh if I only knew that Great Value brand crackers were going to go from 69 cents 2 weeks ago to $1.09 this week, boy could I have made a killing! I could have cashed my whole paycheck and bought a couple thousand boxes of Great Value Saltines and then sold them again this week and made a few hundred dollars! Oh, why was I not born with market savey intuition!! But I bet not many people in America have even thought too hard about playing the cracker market.
Hind sight is always 20/20, and if we only knew a month ago what we know now.........oh, well. Jesus told us not to store up our treasure here on earth, but to store it up in heaven. Hopefully we are thinking more about that now. It doesn't matter how much we think we have because it can disappear so quickly. And there's not even a really good explanation for it either!
Trust God because it was all His before the "financial crisis" and it is still ALL HIS today. He is our provider and we should never feel secure because of money. If you still feel worried or uptight, ask God to help you let go of it and just trust Him.
--Johnie
Monday, September 15, 2008
Women's Rights All the Way
Right about now, you might be saying, "Huh?" Well, you heard right and that is what my focus is on today: Standing up for a woman's right to choose.
You see there are some people in America that want to make decisions for women and what they do with their bodies - decisions that go against their will. They adamantly defend putting a woman's life in danger, and they stand in the way of that woman living out a happy life. These same people tout women's rights, but they don't really mean it. I mean how can someone mean it if they would rather see women suffer at the hands of oppressive laws that keep women from being and doing whatever they want in life. How could they really mean it?
Join me in standing up for a woman's right to choose. Why should we stand up for them? Why not just leave it for them to stand up for their own rights?
Because they can't. These poor women are weak and don't have a voice. They might have been doctors and lawyers and senators and leaders, but they really don't have it in them to stand up and speak on their own behalf. Will you just sit by and let corrupt politicians make laws for people who don't believe the same as them. It takes all of us to stand up for a woman's right to choose.
Yes, they are prominent women - women of their own time, making a difference in their world. But that is only if their rights are defended. Would you take away these women's rights to choose?
The women I am speaking about live in a world of darkness and trust. Will you help them into the light?
Once again, won't you help me in standing up for a woman's right to choose. These are the unborn women of today, and of tomorrow. These unborn women have no voice and they live in the darkness of their mothers' wombs, in total trust that mommy loves them and will take care of them. They cannot defend themselves, but that is why we must defend their right to choose life.
Stand up for the voiceless because you have a voice! Should they really suffer a brutal attack while all the world sits by? Should one woman's rights to live and maintain a certain lifestyle cause another to die? Since when is it right for an innocent person to be punished for another person's mistake? Did the unborn child sin? No, it didn't! Why snuff out the same hopes and dreams that were afforded to you? Trust me - two wrongs don't make a right.
If these words cut you, just ask yourself why? Maybe you made the mistake and took it out on your child. Maybe you forced such a decision on your girlfriend or on your daughter. Stop trying to justify your mistakes or those of someone close to you. Instead cry out to the Creator of us all and ask for forgiveness. It's not the unforgivable sin. He will forgive you!!! He will forgive them!!! Jesus died for even those sins. In the book of John, chapter 3, Jesus Himself said, "For God didn't send His Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved."
I will forever take this stand as long as I live: SPEAK OUT FOR THE UNBORN. There must be a defense for the helpless. Maybe its time for you to stand with me for the rights of all men and all women, even the unborn. Speak out. Now it's your turn. Live out love.
---Johnie
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Fellowship [koy nohn ee' ya]
All selfish ambition was replaced with regard for others. They were looking out for each other and growing closer to each other as they became more like Christ.
If you are lonely and leave the church service feeling like you don't fit in and don't know anyone, then bust out of your isolationism and individualism. It's not about how much you can get, but instead how much you have to offer. If the sponge only soaks up, it stagnates. It must be emptied to be able to soak up anything new. Are your gifts stagnating inside you because you aren't using them? If you were saved then you received a gift or gifts from the Holy Spirit. Those gifts were not intended for you to use to gain socio-economic status in the current world system. Your gifts were given to use for the edification of the entire body of Christ. If you are feeling alone, reach out and be a friend. Invest your gifts in others. Esteem others more highly than you do yourself. Don't wear your feelings on your sleeves. Have a forgiving attitude and pray for wisdom.
The goal is not to see who has more friends in the end. But if you grow close to several other Christian families you will find that the family of God is a real family and that those friendships will be a big part of your life.
Pray for other Christians. This is a selfless act that draws us closer to our Maker and teaches us the heart of our Saviour. We have to look out for each other and not just be all about promoting ourselves.
The greek word for fellowship is koinania [koy nohn ee' ya] and it is the type of fellowship that represents a family that gets along really well. It is true to its members and spiritually deep. It is looking out for its weakest link and helping them up when they fall.
When Jesus returns and establishes His kingdom, it will be like that! Pray and ask God to soften your heart and renew your mind and help you to be the child of His that builds up His body.
--Johnie
Friday, September 12, 2008
City Lights
Have you ever thought, "I wonder what kind of plan God has for my life?" I have thought that so many times, wondering if God wanted me to be a missionary or if I was somehow missing out on what He had planned for me. Well, I'm not a missionary in Africa, but I contact many people every day. I wonder if they see Jesus in me. Do I shine for Him?
When I was heading to work very early the other morning, I was going over a tall overpass and I thought of Jesus' words, "A city set on a hill cannot be hidden." The lights of the city were everywhere almost as far as I could see. It made me think of all the believers that were being lights right where they are. Are you waiting for God's big plan for your life? We don't have to wait for official "ministry" opportunities for us to be lights. Where does your day lead you? Shine there! Do you deliver chips to a bar? Shine! Do you lead a team? Light their way! Are you surrounded by nurses and doctors? They need the light, too!
GOD CALLED YOU OUT OF YOUR PAST DARKNESS!!!!!
HE WHO HAS BEEN FORGIVEN MUCH LOVES MUCH!!!!!!!!!
Don't wait for the sweet by and by. Invest in today right where you are in those you're around. Run this race like you really want to win it.
--Johnie
Friday, August 22, 2008
Family Fortress
Husband, hug your wife. Tell her she is beautiful. Take her in your arms and dance with her. Ask her what her dreams and goals are? Hire a sitter and take her on a date. Talk with her and seek to understand her.
Wives, hug your husbands. Be your husband's number one fan. Appreciate him and encourage him in his endeavors. Pray for him everyday.
Parents, hug your children. Give them piggy back rides through the house. Wrestle them in the floor. Tell your girls how pretty they are. Tell your boys they are handsome. Play their games and stories and enjoy their company. Give them attention. Be tender and lead with kind words. Teach them God's ways and God's word.
The devil wants to destroy our families. If he can divide, he can conquer. I encourage you to shore up the weak areas in your family. Love. Hug. Laugh. Pray. Play.
--Johnie
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Time Traveler, Part 4
Ponder some of your life experiences. Do you really think that you are the only person to feel what you feel, to have known what you know? In the 1500's one of your fore-fathers was a child, a teen, an adult. The same goes for the 2nd century. Same for the 5th century BC. All throughout what we call history, are people who were just like we are. They had fear, had courage, had rejection. They had to go through the awkwardness of growing up just like us too.
When you think about how much you have in common with all of mankind, then you begin to see the equality of the ages. We are all eternal spirits dwelling in aging flesh. We were there in Adam and Eve from the beginning. We are equals with our fathers from generation to generation.
My father died at 79 years, but he was once 33 like myself. He died frail, but was once strong like myself. If I were to know my father and my grandfather, my great-grandfather, even going back to the first generation, and met all my forefathers at my age, we would have so much in common. They would be working to support their families, dealing with aging parents and small children just like us. But they all died just like we will. In heaven however there will be no age. We will all be together then. Dying, aging flesh is bound in time, but our redemption goes beyond time.
Life is all about our personal relationship with our personal Maker. That has never changed throughout all history. The thing that will carry us from this life into eternity is that our relationship with God will not be interrupted. He is our Friend. What a peaceful and secure feeling knowing His love and forgiveness and knowing that it wasn't you who chose Him as much as Him who chose you! He surpasses time and predestined those he chooses, from all generations, to be His children!
Our brother Paul encourages with these eternal words of God, saying, "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. For whom He foreknew, He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brethren. Moreover whom He predestined, these He also called; whom He called, these He also justified; and whom He justified, these He also glorified." (Romans 8:28-30)
---Johnie
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Time Traveler, Part 3
"Then God said, 'Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness....'" - Gen. 1:26 Father, Son, and Spirit were working together from the very beginning.
Before anything existed, all things were known by God. He knew that you would sit down at your computer now. He knew that you would turn the key in your car today. He knew that you would flip the light switch earlier. All this He knew before you were born. All this He knew before "The Beginning." And Jesus is all throughout the old testament just as much as the new. Usually whenever "the Angel of the Lord" is mentioned in the Old Testament, it is referring to an appearance and working of Jesus before He was born.
He talked to Hagar in the wilderness about submission and promise and He saved her and Ishmael. He sent Abraham to sacrifice Isaac, and He stopped Abraham from sacrificing Isaac on the mountain. He appeared to Moses as a burning bush. He was ready to kill Balaam on the road.
Het met Gideon at the wine press and told him to go after the Mideonites. He accepted Gideon's sacrifice on the rock. He met with Minoah and his wife and told them they would have a son, and He accepted their burnt offering.
He gave food and drink to Elijah under the broom tree in the wilderness. He killed 185,000 Assyrians in the night after Hezekiah prayed and asked the Lord for deliverance. He stood before the high priest, Joshua the son of Jehozadak, to rebuke the devil there beside him, and to support Joshua and take away his sin.
These are all events in the life of Jesus, the Son of God, but they happened superior to time before He was even born, showing us that He was before His own birth. It is hard for us to understand that all these things are co-existent to our omnipresent, all-knowing, never-aging, eternal Creator. He is eternal, meaning He fills all time and overflows time with Himself. When the scripture says "in the last days" certain things will happen, it is because God has already experienced it and has revealed it to men. I used the past tense, but time is no constraint to our Eternal God.
He is there in the past. He is here in the present. He is there in the future. And He never changes. Praise our God and Saviour for calling us before the foundation of the world to be His children!
"Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever."
(to be continued) ---Johnie